Why do I always have to find out about friends dying in the craziest ways. Bart it was the tv. Tris it was a journal posting from her brother on her myspace page..........

and I don't know how long it been there. and I don't know what to say or do. I mean I thought it was odd because I used to talk to her everyday on messenger and then I realized I hadn't talked to her in so long!!!
who am I going to talk to now when no one else is around??

We met in high school. She was disabled like me except she had a different disablity. we had theatre class togeather. She didn't fit in to baker she was artsy and goth at one point. but we became friends. We went to movies and theatre things.

and She always Supported me with JR and oh those crazy JR talks we had. and it was funny because she used to eat lunch with him so I would be like I'm going to use you now to get to the boy. and she would laugh. We were so different but we bonded.

Her last Month of her senior year, her mother was moving and said either you find a place to stay or you don't graduate. So she came to my house for a month. It was fun! and I got to learn all about what the senior life would be like and I got to go to all the fun senior things and watch my best friends graduate.

I think we didn't talk for awhile not till she got engaged and then we talked on messenger all the time about our crazy lives.

But then recently this year she got internet at home (she's not marrying that guy anymore) and we would talk about EVERYTHING!! and she was always just there for me. and I was there for her. We became really close.

I miss her already..................